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The Rape
Death's mother was a little girl
Found hiding by the tire swing.
The nanny said her name was Pearl,
Watching the child who said nothing.
Found hiding by the tire swing,
She saw herself on that night's news.
Watching the child who said nothing,
The world focused on every bruise.
She saw herself on that night's news
As her womb came alive with a sudden start.
The world focused on every bruise.
It ignored the skip-stop of her frightened heart.
As her womb came alive with a sudden start,
She ran from the room with widened eyes.
It ignored the skip-stop of her frightened heart,
Regardless of her smaller size.
She ran from the room with widened eyes.
The nanny said her name was Pearl.
Regardless of her smaller size,
Death's mother was a little girl.
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.R.A.P.E.
My older sister is very pretty, her name is Elena and her hair makes me think of chocolate.
I’m not sure how old she is, but Mommy sometimes says “Teenagers these days…” in a quiet voice, so I guess she must be very old, but not as old as Mommy or Daddy.
Elena is very sweet to me. She reads to me before bedtime, and always lets me choose the book. On picture days at school, when Mommy is too tired to get up and make me look pretty, Elena gets up and does my hair just like hers, so I feel like a big girl!
But ever since Elena spent the night at her best friend’s house, she has been very quiet. She isn’t so sweet anymore. Elena is always looking off to the side, and her eyes aren’t so shiny now, she never even reads to me now, so I have to go to bed without a story, she doesn’t even care when I cry.
I think that she might be sick. But Mommy says that she is going through a stage, I tried to tell Mommy that Elena was not a stage, she was a girl, but
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Rape no1
I've been hurt bad
I need to cry
I feel so bad
I want to die
That man who took
Took my innocence away
I will one day wake
I'll make him pay
He held me down
Oh so tight
I couldn't even
Put up a fight
I told him no
And to stop
But he said yes
And jumped on top
He said don't tell
Don't you tell a soul?
Or I will come
And you'll be gone
I was 13
A young little girl
I thought it was right
So I didn't go and tell
I kept my mouth shut
As I was ashamed
Coz I didn't want
Want to face that pain
It was all to much
The pressure inside
It kept building up
I just couldn't hide
I told my story
Told it well
Now I know
He'll go to hell
He's scarred my life
And hurt me bad
I hope he's now
Really mad
The court case is coming
I can't back down
I need to find strength
To bring him down
He better go to jail
But you never know
With the laws these days
They'll just let him go
I blame myself for not fighting this pain
But then again it's all to late
It's in the past, time to move on
Let's get on with life
I am
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Literature
Rape
Tearing tendons, ripping flesh
Teeth sink lower in my chest
Rough hands graze my cheek
Gag my mouth so I can't speak
Hold me down to have your way
As you break my soul again today
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rape no2
He rapes a young girl
Tears her world apart
She tries to get justice
To mend her broken heart
He says that he loves her
Says don't you worry
And she goes and screams
Please help me daddy
No one hears her screams
Muffled by his moans
Now all her inside
Just turn to stone
An innocent young girl
A young 13 year old
A stupid mother fucker
Who thinks his dick is gold.
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Literature
THE RAPE...
He ripped off my cloths as I screamed and yelled "NO",
he laid on top of me as I whispered, "please let me go"
scared as hell, shakin like a leaf on a tree,
still tryin to figure out why this is happenin to me.
He put his hand over my mouth as I tried to kick and fight,
not knowing what to do, so I drew blood with a bite.
He put a pillow over my face and pushed down with force,
he entered my love nest, with no kind of remorse.
Crying out for help, I felt so much pain,
knowing from this point on, my life would not be the same.
He's all done now, walking out the room with no shame,
this man took my virginity and didn't even know my name.
I stand up and I watch the blood run down my thighs,
confused, pissed, I can feel hatred come across my eyes.
Thirteen years old and I'm already contemplating murder,
how could he do this to me, I'm probably the same age as his daughter,
I fall down and ball up on the floor,
I want to kill this man, but I can't bring myself to walk out that door,
I lay t
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Rape
You said it would not hurt, as you advanced;
Yet nothing but pain was inflicted, your
Secretive smirk left me lost in a trance,
I was young and vulnerable, unsure.
You told me to trust you, though I did not
Your words sliced through my soul; you took control
Of my mind, you left me with not one shot
To sew back together this gaping hole.
You took from me, my pride, my innocence
So you could receive what I did not want
To give you; You struck, as though with vengeance,
Though I had not wronged you; I fear you'll haunt
My dreams forever, release from my mind
Never, you poisoned this victim; left blind.
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Rape
Empty inside
I have no pride
Why didn't you just take me life
You left me with my mind
Nothing but that horrid morning to find
I told you no
I asked you to stop
You kept on pushing
To get on top
Over powering me
Saying you'll like it,you'll see
It wasnt rape
You didnt make it to that
I wait for the day that you get smacked
Smacked with the charges that I pressed
You've changed my life and what I think
My trust in others has gone down the sink
I dream of you hurting me still
I can only hope you never will
Mentally rape me and leave my abused
Left me on the ground and leave me used
You think you got away with it
Just you wait and see
Now you will learn why
You should never have messed with me!
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The sexual abuse first started at age 8 with my sister. You would think that would totally mess me up, but... i can somewhat handle that, And the abuse of a brother who would get really pissed if his plate from the cabinet was wet. But It's what started at 17 and lasted for 10+ yrs that has me all fucked up. But first it all started with an emotionally abusive, Narcisstic Mom. Yea i was the youngest of seven, and at first i was a "little" spoiled. I learned what not to do, by watching my brother and sister. Of course I was well behaved. My sister and brother did enough things to piss off my mom. My brother was kicked out at 16. My mom raised her hand to him and he grabbed her arm before she could hit him. My sister was kicked out at 15 or 16 because she joined the Jehovas whitnesses. Yes, they both left me with our mom.  :bademoticon: 
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The sexual abuse first started at age 8 with my sister. You would think that would totally mess me up, but... i can somewhat handle that, And the abuse of a brother who would get really pissed if his plate from the cabinet was wet. But It's what started at 17 and lasted for 10+ yrs that has me all fucked up. But first it all started with an emotionally abusive, Narcisstic Mom. Yea i was the youngest of seven, and at first i was a "little" spoiled. I learned what not to do, by watching my brother and sister. Of course I was well behaved. My sister and brother did enough things to piss off my mom. My brother was kicked out at 16. My mom raised her hand to him and he grabbed her arm before she could hit him. My sister was kicked out at 15 or 16 because she joined the Jehovas whitnesses. Yes, they both left me with our mom.  :bademoticon: 
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Jinni
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40 yrs old. Single mom of three wonderful daughters. They are the light of my life, and the only reason i'm still here on this horrible earth.
I have a story, like everyone else... I hope people can handle it. Give me a little time???? It's really hard to think about...
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Librie Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list! :huggle: :heart:
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And welcoe to dA, of course :iconhappyfellaavatar:
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Thanks!!
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:wow: :+devwatch: Thank you so much ! :iconofficialfella5plz:
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Welcome to dA, and thank you for watching me. :)
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of course
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Many thanks for the watch and welcome to DeviantArt, my name is Connor Fairfield, cartoon reviewer, digital/traditional artist, writer, and critic of DA. I'm also a troll hunter who hunts down trolls for bullying people online.
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I'm ever so greatful you hunt the trolls online. Extra set of eyes are always great
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